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When the sun sets, the whole world becomes a dark place. The moon's light will guide us to the next day, tomorrow.
Not knowing how our day will begin or end is the magic of it all.
Don't look back at the past, live in the moment and see what's right it front of you. It has been there all along! Sometimes you just need to look a little closer and you will find your happiness and everything you've been looking for.
I luv listening to music really loud on my headphones. I feel like my phone is like my new ipod that I have been deprived of for so many years. I like not having to think about anything for a while or pay attention to what is going on in this world for a while. When I have my headphones on, I feel like I could shut everything in the world out for a while and it feels good.
I used to be really scared of the dark and walking in the dark until one of my friends got me over it. I'm no longer scared to walk in the dark, but I still don't like the idea of not having a night light there at night. It's something I grew up with and something that has always made me feel safe.
As a family of six; my mom, dad, grandma, grandpa, brother, and me, I feel bad that we only took one really nice picture together. I'm not sure if we ever took more but I can't find them. I wish we took more even though I know that pictures cannot possibly capture everything in that moment. We hardly ever get to spend any time together as a whole family because of our different schedules. I just wished that when I was old enough to hang out with my friends that I actually stayed at home more or hung out with you guys more.
I really miss and always appreciated those random moments where I just walked into my grandpa and grandma's room to just talk. I would always carry a stuffed animal with me and they would always laugh and ask me what it is. We talked about life and what was going on. You guys told me how to be strong and how to stay out of trouble. You guys were always there to shield the pain and protect me. You guys always knew what to say and do for me just to make any situation better.
I want to go to the beach again to scream everything out. I want to run bear foot in the sand close to where the waves crash the shore and listen to music on my phone-pod. I want to forget about everything for a while. I want to feel as free as a bird.
Tomorrow is a new day. =]
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| It suxs how I used to just see it from the movies but now it's actually happening to me. I've been freaking out about it since this morning! =[ I hate psychos, stalkers, and creepers. I'm okay but it makes me feel so unsafe & I can't wait to go home this weekend. My dad has been calling me a lot cause he's scared for me and wants to get me pepper spray! >______________< dude! i luv my dad! <3
Time to pull an all-nighter & study!
no air & keep holding on- glee =]
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| I can see the same view a gazillion times but each time I look at it, it changes a little more and more. It's always beautiful to me and the images of that view are always going to run through my head. I just wish I had a camera to actually capture it. Of course the camera can't capture what the naked human eye sees but this is just the perfect place to work on my photography. I really want a digital camera! rawr =]
After talking to Serena yesterday, I feel way better about that nasty, scary movie! Thanks a bunch Serena! (:
Yesterday, I went to a garden really close to my apartment that I didn't even know existed. I learned about compost piles and how they're way better for our environment. I got to eat fresh picked huckleberries and sweet potatoes. =] It was fun watering the pumpkins. I can't wait til the pumpkin carving day even though I don't know how to carve pumpkin. CALPIRG is going to get our own little section in the garden. We're thinking strawberries or corn or both. <3
My days are getting brighter, things will be okay! I know you will be too.
the climb- miley cyrus
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| It's gloomy today and usually I like rainy days but it sort of makes me feel even more sad. Last night, I talked to mimi and broke down. Things aren't the same anymore. I want to go home, but I want to go home and see grandma, grandpa, my dad, mom, and brother. =[ I miss you guys A LOT! I know I take things for granted a lot when I'm actually back home and I always think that you guys are going to be there forever. It breaks my heart how fast things can happen and how unexpected they I feel bad about always running away when life gets bad or hard. I run to school when things are bad at home and I run home when things at school get bad or hard. My comfort is my dad, grams, gramps, and miquackers. They always knew what to say and do. I miss you gramps. How would you be if you were still here? I regret not spending more time with you and going out way more when I got older. I wish you were here again so we can go out to buy food and icecream again. I miss you! I wish I came back home on the weekend before it happened.
Please give me hope and faith to get through all this.
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| "So, we ran out of town.
From everyone who was calling us out.
Relax, relax.
Exhale and breathe, just breathe for me.
You are the earth beneath my feet,
You are my gravity.
Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired.
Cause lately I've been tired, oh-so tired.
Oh, they're not flame,
Oh, it went away.
You knew you had to leave and couldn't stay.
Be strong for me, I'll be strong for you.
Be strong for me, I'll be strong for you.
You are the earth beneath my feet,
You are my gravity.
Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired.
Cause lately I've been tired, oh-so tired."
- my american heart
Off to a rocky start. I've been trying to get somewhere, but I know I'm not going anywhere. I'm not going to run away anymore. I don't want to be tired & uninspired, I want to be strong for you. =]
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